Withdraw

I am withdrawing . I am withdrawing from cigarettes. It has been 3 days. 3! I don’t know how i am going to have enough will power to get through this horrid and fucked up time. My stomach feels like someone is squeezing my insides and my heart feels unsteady. I can’t tell if I am not getting enough oxygen or if I am holding my own breath because I am so anxious to smoke. Fuck it though, I am done putting that cigarette between my lips to keep me out of a social freedom. It is not worth it and my body is worth better.