VERSE 1
Hey dad,
I’m writing to you
Just to tell you, how much I hate you.
Why didn’t you consider how I feel?
Why did we fall apart?
How’d you let us fall apart?
I am crazy out here in this great wide world.
Did you think about your sons?
How could you ditch your little girl?
When I lay my head down,
I cannot sleep at night.
I hope you know I’m not alright.
I’m not alright.
I’m not alright.
REFRAIN
This is a long hard road without you by my side.
You’re not here on the nights that I cry.
You broke my mothers heart,
You scarred your children for life.
It’s not okay.
I’m not alright.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes.
Now I can’t sort out the truth from your lies.
You spent so many years teaching me how to survive.
I’m writing just to let you know that I’m not fine.
VERSE 2
The days I spend so cold and angry.
I’m full of hatred; Suppress good memories.
Confusion runs throughout this broken body.
Your suicide I’ll take to my grave.
I’m not okay.
I’m not okay.
REFRAIN
I can never forgive,
but I think I’ll admit
that I miss you.
How can I miss you?
REFRAIN
And I can never forgive,
but I’ll try to forget.
I hate you.
I miss you.
Hey dad.
Damn, I’m speechless. I didn’t expect it to go down like this, this is so sad. I feel so so sorry for you and may his soul rest in peace. Deep down I really wish this is just a poem, not the reality. Keep writing, take care ❤
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