Loving you was
as effortless
as you not loving me.
Did you ecpect
me to devote
and respect
your every desire
as a “devoted” partner?
No woman (or man)
should have to subdue
to someone else’s
point of view.
Keeping yourself
and giving up half of yourself
Isn’t easy.
Believe me,
When I say
You’ll lose part of yourself
Along the way
But each day you surrender
You extend their invitation
To use you more and more.
We are not whores…
You are just completely driven
By the wild beast
Lurking to feast
Off of innocence and vulnerability.
Your ID is prominent
Overshadowing your incompetent
Super-ego
In a psychological gauntlet
For victory over the Ego.
An Ego is shaped
From past experiences
And trauma.
Molded and shaped
Over and over again.