An emptiness lays within my core. My hallow shell protects nothing. Where personality traits, qualities, interests, core values, goals and hope usually reside is actually a shallow hole filled with toxic air. It floats around and when an emotion overflows my mind, the gas stops out reaching my lungs and causes panic. Gasping for air.… Continue reading Smog



Loving you was as effortless as you not loving me. Did you ecpect me to devote and respect your every desire as a "devoted" partner? No woman (or man) should have to subdue to someone else's point of view. Keeping yourself and giving up half of yourself Isn't easy. Believe me, When I say You'll… Continue reading 50/50


Misunderstood Insanity by Nicho’lle!

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I don’t mean to feel this anxious. All I want to do is want to live. Why is it so hard to just allow myself to take up space?

TW: self-harm, substance abuse, abortion!

Misunderstood Insanity by Nicho’lle is a collection of writings by the author that includes poetry and diary entries as she tells the story of her journey battling grief, self-harm, substance use, hyper sexuality etc. It’s a very difficult book to read, because with every chapter I just wanted to go in and give her a hug and tell her it will all be okay. I cannot and will not try to fathom what the author has gone through because when I finished the book the weight in my heart told me enough. I cried the night I was reading this book because it was raw and real!
But, there’s always a light at the end of…

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