Impulses

Have you ever wanted something so badly? Like an itch you can't scratch. A craving so sweet, My teeth jump in my mouth for excitement. A high an user feels when that medication runs through your veins and portrays An alternate universe; where Your thoughts can rest on a wave and crash away from the… Continue reading Impulses

Foreplay

Just because you cameDoesn’t mean I’ve escapedThe tornado of thoughts, inside my brainYou were relevant, you were attentive, you were explosive to paint.A picture drawn up in my head I dare not taint. Darling know one thing:My past made me this way.No excuses, just facts you need to look in the face.Admit and accept, let… Continue reading Foreplay

Paint it Red

It has been exactly 4 months since the last time I encountered you and let you persuade me into ruining my forearms. This is the longest i have gone without seeing you in 5 years. I can feel the blood under my skin flowing throughout my body. I want to empty it so bad but… Continue reading Paint it Red

Gushing Glaciers

The liquid that lucidly lapped Ran red and rapidly rampant Downstream,self-control crept in and cleansed it crystalScarring a trace of terror and turmoil. mentalhealth #endthestigma #selfharm #selfcare #suicide #newbeginings #lake #happyplace #bpd borderlinepersonalitydisorder #themighty #mightypoets #copingskills #startover #new #poetry #poem #mystoryisntover #mystory #leggomyego #myjourney #advocate #mentallillness #raiseawareness #sober #recovery #abstinence #poet #mevsme

Last Call

“Cheers,” she says as she lowers her glass toward hell. “Cheers to an Honest Abe.”             I shift my eyes in her direction as I watch her lift the tiny glass a few inches from the floor up to her pale lips. Bailey has been this way ever since the truth came out twelve season… Continue reading Last Call