I've been tied down for years now Not in the sense that it is mutual and understanding But more so like a slave bowing down to his master. The relationship is dark. It is sadistic. Everyday he latches shackles on my ankles, Not the ones hooked together Instead, he insists I am weighted down by… Continue reading Bondage
Special people come into our lives daily if we can lower our guards and allow them to enter. Not many people in this world would be labled as a beautiful soul. Beautiful souls are people who lift you up without even talking to you. They enter a room and instantly the fog lifts and a… Continue reading Beautiful Souls
Just because you cameDoesn’t mean I’ve escapedThe tornado of thoughts, inside my brainYou were relevant, you were attentive, you were explosive to paint.A picture drawn up in my head I dare not taint. Darling know one thing:My past made me this way.No excuses, just facts you need to look in the face.Admit and accept, let… Continue reading Foreplay
Its been a long time. Its been a long time since I have seen you my friend. My sharp-straight-edged little friend. I have missed you just as much as I miss my father. You were there for me when he was absent. Holding you in between my thumb and pointer fingers, I just miss having… Continue reading I miss You and I am coping, self-harm.
FUCKING BUSY. Haven't felt this busy since before my dad died and I was working 70 hours a week. Now, I am only part time but taking that initial step back into the world is harder than you think. It is having to readjust your life because you were absent from school for a few… Continue reading Untitled Thoughts