I do not call her mother nor do I call her mom. We are not related, but she thinks I'm very strong. She can see I'm trying in this overwhelming life Even when I'm lying. She knows the right advice. Sometimes when I am melancholy and urge to take the knife, She brings me back… Continue reading Therapist
A love so wicked, A love so cruel; Thats what codependency can do to you. You conform to them And lose your sense of true. Now I must start over brand new. I thought I loved him, little did I know What the difference between love and lust was. I felt so low. Every time… Continue reading Codependent
I need you Like green needs blue.
Up goes the regret and the guilt Through the passage My sense of smell; Built up And the taste potently powdered in sheep’s Fleece. Appearing small but mighty, Fighting the skeletons I’ve dressed in Suppression. Questioning that fine line Like a chalked silhouette At a crime scene. Pure emptiness Resets itself And I am tempted… Continue reading Drip
I've been tied down for years now Not in the sense that it is mutual and understanding But more so like a slave bowing down to his master. The relationship is dark. It is sadistic. Everyday he latches shackles on my ankles, Not the ones hooked together Instead, he insists I am weighted down by… Continue reading Bondage