Bad Choices for the Neighbor

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com Her heart pounded as she fell to her knees trying to catch her breath. "Please don't leave me" she begged. She had just gotten caught by her boyfriend that she was texting another guy and trying to meet up with him. "I promise nobody else is going, it is just… Continue reading Bad Choices for the Neighbor

SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM

Photo by Tookapic on Pexels.com BURNING HAIR PULLING HAIR PLUCKING(EYEBROWS, EYELIDS, PUBES ETC) BINGING PURGING RESTRICTING AVOIDING CUTICLE CHEWING PICKING ABRUPTLY STOPPING MEDICATION CARVING HEAD BANGING PUNCHING DRUGS ALCOHOL SLEEP SEX *this is not a complete list of behaviors. COMMON EMOTIONS TRIGGERING SELF HARM ANXIETY GUILT SHAME ANGER IRRITABLE CONFLICTED *this is not a complete… Continue reading SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM

GRATITUDE

I spend so much time writing about all the negative emotions and focusing on hardships that I deal with, so...I would like to dedicate an entry to positivity and progress. Hopefully each day I can come up with something inspiring, whether it is a step I've made towards recovery, a beautifully artistic love flowing poem,… Continue reading GRATITUDE

Purge

I've been purging. I haven't done this in a very long time. I feel lethargic, confused about the world, distrusting and very absent minded. The purging has gotten to the point that it has replaced my self harm with this demon that is slicing pieces of the inside of my throat off . It feels… Continue reading Purge