Close but no Cigar

Photo by Irina Iriser on Pexels.com Sit at the lake and write. Writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they don't either care or really listen and if they are listening they try to make you feel better and it is good intentions on their… Continue reading Close but no Cigar

Self Harm you didnt know was Self Harm

Photo by it's me neosiam on Pexels.com I realize I hurt myself over and over again. It is literally SOMETHING every day to help me either pass out and forget the world or get up and going and have fun. I cant seem to find the correct balance in life or at least I cant… Continue reading Self Harm you didnt know was Self Harm

Hell Invading

Photo by Skitterphoto on Pexels.com ......Enough about my day to day routine. Lets talk about these urges. No I have not used. It has been about 2 or 2 1/2 months since the last time I put that white powder in my nostrils. I never really felt like I had to keep doing it but… Continue reading Hell Invading

Two-Faced

Photo by Engin Akyurt on Pexels.com A sweet innocent smile that welcomes you into a room. words spoken so certainly, she could only have you assume. Confident in her gestures Hides the lack of confidence in herself. Built a wall to protect her She would never show and tell. Her past formed her this way.… Continue reading Two-Faced