Close but no Cigar

Photo by Irina Iriser on Pexels.com Sit at the lake and write. Writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they don't either care or really listen and if they are listening they try to make you feel better and it is good intentions on their… Continue reading Close but no Cigar

My Heart’s Door

Searching for the perfect words, keep coming up short. You are my perfect nerd in a world I tend to distort. The ringing in my ears the sweat pouring from my pores a beating heart bleeds a thousand tears each time you come knocking on its door. "I'll love you for a thousand years and… Continue reading My Heart’s Door

Hell Invading

Photo by Skitterphoto on Pexels.com ......Enough about my day to day routine. Lets talk about these urges. No I have not used. It has been about 2 or 2 1/2 months since the last time I put that white powder in my nostrils. I never really felt like I had to keep doing it but… Continue reading Hell Invading

Two-Faced

Photo by Engin Akyurt on Pexels.com A sweet innocent smile that welcomes you into a room. words spoken so certainly, she could only have you assume. Confident in her gestures Hides the lack of confidence in herself. Built a wall to protect her She would never show and tell. Her past formed her this way.… Continue reading Two-Faced