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Tag: recovery
SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM
Photo by Tookapic on Pexels.com BURNING HAIR PULLING HAIR PLUCKING(EYEBROWS, EYELIDS, PUBES ETC) BINGING PURGING RESTRICTING AVOIDING CUTICLE CHEWING PICKING ABRUPTLY STOPPING MEDICATION CARVING HEAD BANGING PUNCHING DRUGS ALCOHOL SLEEP SEX *this is not a complete list of behaviors. COMMON EMOTIONS TRIGGERING SELF HARM ANXIETY GUILT SHAME ANGER IRRITABLE CONFLICTED *this is not a complete… Continue reading SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM
Hell Invading
Photo by Skitterphoto on Pexels.com ......Enough about my day to day routine. Lets talk about these urges. No I have not used. It has been about 2 or 2 1/2 months since the last time I put that white powder in my nostrils. I never really felt like I had to keep doing it but… Continue reading Hell Invading
A Slippery Slope
Photo by George Becker on Pexels.com The next few days after a self mutilation episode are the hardest. All the guilt sets in and you are left to deal with the repercussions. From my personal experience about one hundred times, that guilt can either fester into shame and spiral you down the depression slide or… Continue reading A Slippery Slope
Ketamine
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I want to throw up the idea of using Ketamine (aka a horse tranq) for treating depression. There has been an increase in the amount of people who are climbing to this treatment, unaware of what happens next. This is my personal experience with Ketamine, the drug that started it… Continue reading Ketamine